there has been a change in mood..all good
leaving the country tomorrow..still don't believe it but I guess It will hit me when I touch down at Denpensar.I am sooo looking forward to a break from the daily grind and the thing that makes me the most excited is knowing that this is Sparks first trip o/s and to experience it all with her..just to see her face light up at all the amazing things she will see makes me beam with joy:))))

fuck I don't come here very often do I?Usually it's just to rant..so I'll order a stiff drink and get some things off my chest.

A torn poor-torn heart-a tattered heart-
That sat it down to rest
Nor noticed that the ebbing day
Flowed silver to the west
Nor noticed night did soft decend
Nor constellation burn
Intent upon the vision
Of latitudes unknown

Happy Birthday to me...:(